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2008-09-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

I've changed my bloglink

http://makealittlespace.blogspot.com/

relink me, thank you

:)

2008-09-14T20:37:00.000-07:00

Tongue tied, mind corrupted

Dinner out at Elias Mall with my girls on Friday after class. I packed my stuff and waited patiently,then I literally left my class once the faci finished her 6P cause I'm too eager to see them! All are having holiday while I'm the only one having school.(!!!) I don't like.

As usual, we ate,chat,laughed and played like before.

Today's the Lantern Festival if I'm not wrong, && I missed playing candles! We should have bought candles that night uh? But the Human Knot was fun enough though, as I really L O L due to some funny twisted pose some of them had.Which was the reasons why I simply LOVE THEM! :]

My mind is corrupted once again with those randoms thoughts.
Can you be thinking of someone yet you're not missing he/she?

I have to enlighten myself by reflecting, I know.

Can we meet at the rainbow fountain tonight?

2008-09-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

My thoughts

School was alright today, not as bad as I thought. Its always like that uh, when you expect something to turn out Very Badly, it somehow went by smoothly and so on, correct? So, I have to expect my next day to be bad in order to enjoy a nice day?

I managed to noticed some classmates of mine who share the same interest as me, laughing at weird actions. Today, facilitator was dramatic with his strikingly odd actions and the way he speaks. & Surprisingly, I realised that I'm starting to like Computing Mathematics module. The sense of satisfaction when I accomplished the task and managed to appreciate the graphs infomations. Gosh, I'm proud of myself today. (: (: (:

Tommorrow, Communication Practice module, used to be the Culture moudule which I LOVE. Believe it or not, I have done researched and did the template for tml presenttion. I'm all ready for class, it will be on Gossip & Rumour. Cool topic yeah! That's what perked me up (: ahhhh, I should not be looking forward for it. Otherwise, I will turn out the other way round.

Alright, enough of my nonsense here. Its raining, windy and thurdering. Cooling night to sleep with, so goodnight my friends!

Have a great day ahead!

2008-09-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

Guilty intent

Agreed to accompanied Mum over to West Plaza to get something there. Walked passed Siglap Sec once again, this would be the third time passing there with truckloads of memories flashing back into my mind while I was stroling. I miss all my Secondary schoolmates, indeed. Especially those who were with me through all the tough moments like prelims and O'level. Not forgetting those who gave me laughter and joy in all the 4years.

I have had, and may have still, a thousand friends, as they are called, in life. Some are just like sweets, they taste sweet for now, awhile later they will just melt in your mouth and disappear. While others are like chewing gums, they won't melt and disappear, unless you split them out, duh!

Now, I have had 6 sticky chewing gums in my mouth, will there be more as time comes by?

Gulity. I have yet meet up with any of my Secondary friends. Yes, I do miss them. I would smirk just by thinking back at those silly stuff we said, we did and all. Especially those fiendish and misbehaved acts. By locking the teacher outside the classroom and hiding under the table.

Am I neglating them? Am I spending too much time with my poly friends that I forget about them? Am I that busy with school stuff till I have no time for any meet-ups?

I hate school now. Scold me stubborn or any other vulgarities if you want. I'm reluctant to go school now, seriously. True that I have yet understand or get to know them. However, the feeling isn't right, I'll tell you. I could feel that I'm being classified as a arrogant classmate. Though,I tried to blend myself in them, but failed. Shitty feeling okay.

God, please fast forward my days in school in Semester 2 provided that I am able to do well for my grades xxxxxx. Damn, I'm uttering rubbish here. Mofo!

Anyway, I'm intending to change my bloglink, so any idea how? I wanna keep my blog still but just changing the link. Know? Please fill me in with all the How Question can? Thanks to any kind soul out there (:

2008-09-06T20:25:00.000-07:00

Joy, we shared

Finally, the weekends is here. The week went by freaking slowly in that unfamilar and cold classroom of mine though the design of the building and level are all are same in all the blocks in the school but still, the cosy feeling I had in W36L isn't there. I still love W36L, even without the blinding which I can play around with.

I never failed to miss all my classmates when I'm in class this few days and I had been looking forward for the breakouts so that I can meet up with them! That's how miserable I am in my new class, imagine it. Sickening.

Typically, all I wish for will be first to click well with my classmates. Otherwise, I will be dying days by days without laughing and talking most of the time in class. :( I'm nice, don't be afraid.

Okay. Peektures !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss them all, greatly.

Yo, W36L in the house!!

Everyone in my New class seems to be so enthusiastic and passionate in their preparation of slides, whereby they can all agreed to not going for break/lunch so as to ensure that they do a good presentation. Damn it. For them, I've shorten my break time. I used to have at least an hour break, now its only 30mintues. OhMyGod.

After all the observation I conducted, I came to a conclusion, W36L had been slacking all the while in Semester 1.

Reason being:
1. We rarely finished up our worksheet Qs in the first breakout.

2. We go off for lunch at 12pm without planning what to do for the preparation of slides.

3. We will only be back in class by 1.30pm.

4. We start our powerpoint at 1.45pm, submission at 2.45 to 3pm. & end class around 4.45pm.

Whereas, now in my new class, all the above actions were done the other way round. We HAVE to be back in class by 12.45pm, start powerpoint by 12.50pm,submission at 2.25pm & end class excatly or before 4.30pm. Wth.
They literally finished up almost every task given, y'know! They must be sick in the mind LAH, correct? Freaking annoying & I'm not used to being so hardwoking in class. HA Ah HA. (:

To scare all of you to death, for your information, majority of them obtained 3.6 for their GPA!

Okiee dokieeee, I shall stop criticizing about all these aliens in my class uh. (my bad) xxxx Heeheehee.

2008-08-31T10:27:00.000-07:00

The month of August

I think, I had spend this month significantly. An eventful month though some problems were faced. Plus, I had attempted cool stuff that I have never tried before & experienced sweet sweet moments with my fellow friends!

My brother told me..
"Good things happen at correct timing, but you have yet come to know that bad things can happen at the correct timing too,true?"

Well,back to the topic yeah. Now everyone's welcoming the month of September. But I'm here feeling uneasy. Reason being, my new semester starting on the 3rd Sep,which means I'm not gonna see my classmates in class anymore,not hearing/seeing their familar voices and faces that often.

Luckily, we had our chalet, the last chance for us to spend days together and all. Thank you for those who came & stayed over.

Now choose a word to describe about the chalet? I doubt I can, cause one word itself is not sufficient! (: I'll post the pictures once I have received them all from both Jeremua & Lutfee. Photos taken from their DSLR were sized of 100 hippo & that explained why it takes soooooooooooo long to transfer the photos through MSN or download the files from any websites. The only way to transfer it fast will be to use the "Hardick"(Hardisk) when the sem starts. HAHAHHA! Guys, don't run away from me okay? I so gonna chase you all for photos, especially Md Lutfi. You watch out!

W36L, you guys rock my pants!
Stay in touch (:

2008-08-27T02:25:00.000-07:00

I'm nervous, agitated!

Was chatting with Jeremua, Bali & Dalton just now. & within that hour, I got to know my finalise GPA, my new class for next semester and all. Thanks to Bali eh, you're so resourceful like I said. You got the links for us at that moment. HAHS! By the way, I was still wondering and all about the class thingy in the evening, & BOOOOOM just a few hours later I get to know my new class. wth

My GPA : 3.0
My Class : W47B

Gosh, school starting just next week, on the 3rd September.
Please man, hopefully my new classmates are as sweet, as lovable and all like what I had previously in W36L. Anyway, I have to blend in and socialise, no choice.

(10:19 PM) J_I; {0510}:
"hey, im _____. im here to study and score well. i dont wanna make friends. i only want you guys to make me score well and we shall part ways"

HAHAHAHA! I shall use this statement for my intro on the first day of class! Creating a damn strong impression yea, for sure they can remember me, no doubt for it. (:

Majority will be at W1, awwwwwwwww.
That's really a random switch okay.
*Nevermind, theres still others that I have yet asked,means theres still chances.*
I'm at W4 level 7 means, I have to learn how to walk faster, squeeze into the lift fast so that I won't be late for class. 7th floor & I have to wait&wait&wait to my level plus I have to let others go off first. (!!!!) Yet I'm so thankful that I'm not located at the E blocks.

Hmmmmmmmm....
Great. Class Chalet afterwards!
&& I miss my crappy classmates.

2008-08-25T20:05:00.000-07:00

Stand up for yourself.

When will I be able to stand up for myself? In a week, a month, or a year?
I doubt so soon, perphas 70 years later. When I'm 87, dead & floating in the air searching for people to revenge. HAHA crap lah MAYCHIN!! (:

Went back to Siglap today to collect my Testimonial like FINALLY. Y'know what? I LOL straight when I opened the booklet, cause I remembered Xintze saying that my picture would be enlarged to fit the background of the piece of paper, get it? Means every page will have my face instead of those plain background normally used. HAHAHHA. Okay, the testimonial of mine mentioned that I'm smart, intelligent,well-behave and all. *if you believe* anyway, the testimonial is just some crap shit for me, I just dunno why I feel that too. Maybe I'm well-praised,and I'm not used to it. What to do?.

C'mon peeps from W36L please take a look HERE the details of CHALET!:
Costa Sand Resort,Downtown East.
Blk C, Unit no 1314.

For those staying for 3days2nights, we shall meet 2.45pm at PASIR RIS MRT STATION.

For those coming only on Thursday,28th August, you can come at anytime. (Best to come early, so we can spend more time together yea!)

Basic stuff to bring along for people who are staying overnight:
1. Towel
2. Shampoo and all
3. At least 1 set of clothing
4. Plastic bags

Yes, thats it.
For more enquiries, please log on to your msn && chat with Meeeeeeeeeeeee!
See you guys sooon!

2008-08-24T00:45:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU!

I'm missing you right now, what about you?

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, I WANT MY PHONE BACK, asap!!!
PS. My phone is not with me, please do not call/text me. Sorry.

Stupid.

2008-08-20T14:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

My family issue, especially what had happened to my mum all this while had been bothering me for a long period of time. Its only yesterday, I got so emotional about it. Should I be regretting watching that movie? The scene of the old mother suffering, dying, crying, happiness and all started replaying in my mind since I reached home, saw my mum.

I'm just so messed up, so screwed up with that,with my own friends,my own feelings, my up-coming new semester, my new group of friends yesterday night. & Thank God I had these awesome friend with me all along, to encourage me, give me some sense of direction,throw me some facts that I almost forgotten and cheer me up. Thank You my dear friend!

You have stepped into my life, brighten up my days so far.
& now, I'm starting to scare myself with all the what if Question.
just remain like this,shall we?

Well well, I'm going to prepare my stuff for the jog later on with Amelia, Sophia & Xintze. I seriously need some exercise to burn off my fats thats one, then rinse away all my worries in a healthy way!

Hang on there, MAYCHIN!

2008-08-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

Kinship

Caught Money Not Enough2 with Amelia & Sophia just now at Ehub! We met up for lunch at Whitesand kopitiam eating the usual food we used to, since Sec School, Ban Mian, before going to Ehub. The taste of Ban Mian won't be the same if I were to eat it with other friends outside, or literally anywhere. So what made the differences?? The stall itself or the accompany I'm with??

Well, the movie is worth watching afterall. Previously, I find the movie kinda typical whereby the story-line would always be similar to the previous movie showed years ago, Money Not Enough. Therefore, I wasn't even keen to go watch it. It's only after my brother & sis-in-law plus some friends who watched it weeks ago, commented that its a touching and meaningful movie afterall that urged me to go catch it myself.

The story-line was touching? Yes! I totally agreed with that! My great friend SOPHIA who rarely cry,(even when everyone around her was super duper sad,crying like no body business)she won't be crying y'know! & today she cried while watching the movie. So what do you think?

Hahahas!! :]

I pity the actress *dunno her name* cause Mark Lee literally vomitted on her head. Ewwwww, and the pieces of food were still left on her hair and faces while she continue on with her lines, imagine they have to re-take the scene again & again etc due to some missed words in their lines. Totally OH MY GOD!!

The movie delivered a message to me, which can't be explained in words. The message reminded me of how my Dad & Mum had spend their whole life giving my brothers & I the best of whatever they can get/earned for the family, how they delicated their lifes to us more&more to be mentioned.. Which in turn, enable us to think of how and what should we do, as the children, do to thank them back..

Sending our parents to Old Folks Home when they are sick and old? I doubt so, OKAY! Before watching the movie, I have been going against this idea. But after watching, I could feel the heart ache as if I'm the old mother being send to the Home.Awwwww, go feel it yourself, not gonna tell you more. (: Alright fine, maybe thats my opinion,my perception so yar. Shall drop the topic, cause some people are really busy and have no time to takecare of their old parents. Everyone has different family issue going on, so there isn't any fixed/particular way of behaving, I supposed.

I'm afraid. Yes,I have no idea what I'm having fear of.
Perhaps....
Hmmmmmmm, maybe.
Oh I think its that, & shall see how it goes..

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm kinda messed up now. & the problem lies all on the random thoughts, seriously. Can't help to stop thinking, damn. Now, 2AM & I'm still wide awake,that explain why?

2008-08-17T18:45:00.000-07:00

A text message.

I've been accompanied all this while with those simple and never-ending messages.
Leading me to a blissful smile, every text I received.
The process goes on the whole day,which in turn now I'm stuck with my phone every where I go.
Once I woke up, I see it.
Before I fall asleep, I see it.

Sweet as it is, but I do not want it to turn any bitter.
Keep it cool and steady, good enough.

Yesyes, so random yeah? Cause I'm bored and decomposing soon lahhhhhh!
My DEAR FRIENDS are all busy with test,project and all!
):
How I wish their holiday falls on the same weeks as mine, its freaking annoying!

See you tonight at the rainbow fountain again!!

2008-08-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

I will cradle you like a baby.

Cradle - Atomic Kitten

http://lyrics.rare-lyrics.com/A/Atomic-Kitten/Cradle.html This is the link for the song's lyrics, go take a look. (:

The song had been stucked in my head since the first time I heard it from Atomic Kitten's Playlist on imeem.com while I'm lazing around in my room on Wednesday. Well,I'm staying at home again for today.. I wanna go out, but have no idea where to go, who to go out with. Hahs! Date me out asap okay my dear friends??

I AM HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!! Not gonna tell you why, HAHAHA Go ahead and make some random guess if you want,if you care,if you're bored, if you had nothing better to do. :D

I had a bad dream last night, I dreamt about this particular tooth from my lower jaw was going to drop off as it was kinda shaky. You'know the feeling when your tooth is about to drop off when you were still in Primary School? You simply can't chew on your food confidently right? You could feel a sense of fear that you may swollow your tooth down together with your food right? Oh gosh, thats how I felt when I'm in my dream. Terrible,and the thought of it just turn-me-off!! I just can't imagine how my days would be like if my tooth gonna drop off any sooner or later... Thank god, my tooth "dropping" days are over, Hahs!!

Somtimes I really wonder if I'm at the age of 17 or just 7.
Is it this my holiday or days to just stay at home?
Tell me.

2008-08-14T18:37:00.000-07:00

The never ending pathway

It seems like its the HCF custom that we have to celebrate our Ladies Birthday somewhere that we can eat and able to complain that we were DAMN full yea? (:

Well, we headed to Botak Jones this time round, the outlet is located at Bedok. It is located at somewhere we know and went before previously, yet we were not sure of
the location at the start when we were planning. How strange is that??

Okay, the food quality they provide is totally for people with ultimately gigantic stomach, thats what I must say! Go try it & you will know what I mean. * Warning. Never give it a thought to order "You-Crazy-What" meal thinking that you can finish it up all by yourselves!* I bet you can't make it through OKAY!

The 7 of us were groaning "Ehh, I'm very FULL lah! You help me finish my share of chicken wings Pleaseeeeee..."

HAHAHAHA!

Overall I would rate the food the serve above the average standard for those who serve Western Food too. I love the fries! Which in turn I'm having sore-throat,cough and flu now. (...)

Went off to TM searching for a place to chill as it has been a long time since we hang around there. & we ended the celebration by having some ICECREAM at Hagen Dazs. Oh, I LOVE MY CHOCOLATE LIPS, WHAT ABOUT YOU, GIRLS?

The "You-Crazy-What" Burger.

This is how we express our LOVE to each other!

I never failed to play with CHOCOLATE when I'm with them!

Will it be true this time round??

2008-08-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

Fill the empty sky with love and sparks.

ARIGHT my pathetic holidays are here! Pathetic,know why? It's only a 3weeks vacation compared to the other polytechincs having at least 6weeks of vacation! Plus the fact that my holiday does not even meet with the holidays of my girls are having. Damn it!
Oh yar, not to fotget that I'm so gonna miss my fellow classmates! Just some random thoughts uhh..would my classmates for next Semester be as awesome as what I had now? Would I be that close with them till I'm gonna miss them soooo much when Semester 2 ends??

Okay, I had a great time spending my Saturday, National Day, at Esplanade with Jeremua, Lutfee, ET, Dalton, Fareez & not to forget his group of out-going friends! As usual, Jeremy brought along his video camera which was unexpectedly huge, Lufee & Fareez brought along their cameras for photoshooting. Gosh, what a waste that I didn't bring along a proper camera with me as I was using my phone camera ...

The evening itself was eventful apart from the drizzle that came about around 5plus and it lasted an hour or so I supposed. Luckily, the drizzling made no impact on the audience's enthusiasm as we continue yelling and shouting "SINGAPORE" when we were partially wet.

The "human barrier" formed by Fareez's friends really made all of us LOL straight away. How creative they were yeah, creating the barrier to prevent the Banglas from taking up our spaces. && why are there always so MANY Banglas around when there is some big event happening? Shouldn't them be busy working? Alamak! Pardon me for being so *&^#%^*! about them cause, they really pissed me off by using their body to "make" way for themselve. You'know how uncomfortable it is not??!! :(

The best part of NDP every year would be the Air-show & Fireworks even though the performance item will be similar every year. Oh my, I love the excitment of looking up the sky as the jet were flying across the clear blue sky especially the part whereby they by-pass each other. Awwwwww, thats thrilling y'know!

Next would be the colorful Fireworks poping out from the sky, making me feels that I'm high up the sky whereby I could just grap some of the firework and put them in my bag!! Wonderful experience though its not my first time seeing Fireworks (LAH)! I'm sure that I'm gonna go for the International Fireworks thingy with the guys again this month!! Don't missed it people, go catch it! :)

Well, after the whole NDP, we manageed squeezed out from the chaotic crowd and made our way to Marina Square to take some pictures for memory seek. Headed to Burger King again for dinner as most of us were duper HUNGRY. We ate, we chat,we laughed & went seperate ways home as we were staying at different ends of SINGAPORE.

The cool thing about taking train that particular night was that the whole train was packed with all teenagers. How cool is that? You won't be able to see that often OKAY!

That's how close the jet were! shwoosh~

Love Is In The Air. PS.
It wasn't clear, may be due to the strong wind as its drizzling..

Look at the crowd, majority dressed in RED!

Hmmmmmm... I shall post tomorrow about the LEO's Birthday Celebration, stay tuned for the pictures!

:)

2008-08-09T16:55:00.000-07:00

All good things will come to an end.

This whole week was totally AWESOME except Monday,thats for sure. & today's the last day I go for lesson for this semester. Surprisingly, it ended with a simple problem for us,Thank God its not those VB codes. Truely speaking, today was literally a day for us to have a farewell party, even though not the whole class gonna skip the next 2 days of school for the upcoimng Monday & Tuesday.Went for Prata Prata Porn straight at first breakout, to meet Fareez,Bali & Lutfee for our last Prata Makan gathering. * Thanks Lutfee, Dr Charlie, for that touching SMS. Today would not be our last Prata Day lah! Okayokay the emotional part cames in, in class after the breakout,when the faci showed us the RJ the class did for last week RJ topic on what was the most memorable events that happened and the messages we wanna tell the class in the powerpoint slides. Awwwwwwwww! Some cried, some kept quite as they can't express their emotion at that moment.

Anyway, I am sure there were more memorable events we did in class which was not mentioned in the slides, which was the times we sat down infront of the class playing poker cards (Heart attack,murder,forfeit etc). Which new classmate gonna play cards with me??

Next will be Wednesday, it was a surprised that the faci we hatred for almost 10 weeks gave us a treat on PIZZA and contributed the remaining money to the Chalet funds! She gave us $230 which was supposed to be each person 10bucks. Shocking right? Yet that morning, we purposly went for breakfast and came late to class thats why for me, I could felt a sense of guilt when she gave us the money with her expression which was indescribable. In return, my team did a better quality presentation compared to those we usually did and submitted to thank her for her having such a BIG HEART!

Wednesday, the day we dressed up nicely/smartly for class photo taking session, the day I had lots of fun taking pictures, the day I find Vivian not irritating at all. :) Coooool.

Glad that all the misunderstanding and conflicts are over and solved now! All the best, my awesome classmates & THANKS for the guidance and laughter you guys gave me!

Tuesday's Picture.
We're from Team 1 YO!

Lutfee's new tattoo. *Spot a dick*

I drew his elbow, YES! Oh yar, he was dry now but thennnnnn...

He's wet the next moment!!

The girls were splashing water all over the class! I became one of the victim too, when I'm busy laughing and taking pictures.

April & Cheryl were mopping the floor as there's pool of water outside the class! Thats how much water they used??!!!

Wednesday.

My funky classmates!

More pictures to be updated, once I've received them all!
& I'm lazy to upload all the pictures here. (:

GOODBYE W36L!

2008-08-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hang on there.

I is supposed to be HAPPY today, so ????

OKAY! Today's such a disppointment when I don't get to see the usual facilitator in class, Ms Vicky. I came school for her, to get my last grade from her. But it turn
out to be this werid & boring facilitator standing at teacher's desk looking at her Laptop. I went "WTH ?!!" when I glanced into the class through the glass pannel as I came out from the lift. && she literally made everyone feels so sleepy at the first meeting or perhaps the whole day. Awww what a waste man seriously, that was my last Culture class and she runined it. :(

Today's the 1st time I reached duuuper early, around 6.05pm which was an hour earlier than usual! That's why I am able to blog here,on a weekday night provided that I've done my RJ and all. *hehs

Well well well, this week seems to be so eventful yeah? With Olympics 08, National Day && the LEO's Birthday Celebration at Botak Jones ,all at one shot. OH MY! I'm feeling bits of excitment when I thinks about the food we gonna had at Botak Jones. De-li-ci-ous ~ Eh, I really missed eating buffet with you girls lah HOR, with Sophia bloated face and Amelia taking the fruits to ease our digestion etc.

Hmmm,did I mentioned that I wanna see the Fireworks and the air show for the National Day Parade Celebration? *Hint* I know I am able to do so even at home, which is to watch it broad casted through the teevee. But the atmosphee ain't there yea? It's just a sudden urge of wanting to do so, nothing much. & nowadays I'm like a pregnant woman who's having lots of wired urge of doing or eating something. Eg, the urge of having Macdonald's sassage egg muffin for breakfast almost everyday. BUT I can't have it unless I go school late with that pathetic 0.5 marks deducted from my Daily Grade, damn it.

Everyone seems to be having Blog surprisingly eh, PS. its kind of a random comment :)HAHA so let's link each other up (W36L) OKAY!

2008-08-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

The mess I created, tidying up now...

It's a Saturday and like usual, I lazed around my bed almost the whole day. Was told to wake up by 1130am as my sister-in-law called up some contractor to have look at the house as we gonna have some renovation and painting I supposed. And I went back to "nap" after my lunch all the way till 5.30pm. :) I'm really tired. Oh yar! I had my haircut ready, my brother,mum,dad and some friends had been commenting that my hair is long and thick, so fine it's trimmed especially my fringe. Hahs, I can't stand my thick-ish fringe either.

Well, the week went passed like zoom~. It's like Monday to Wednesday and there goes my whole week. Next week, Friday, shall be my last day to school and welcome my Holidays! Officially my last day of school should be on the 12th Aug, Tuesday. But majority of the classmate's not going so no point going alone.. Have a 2day holiday earlier, no big deal since my grades for Culture & Cognitive is better compared to some other modules. *Action I can't bear to say BYE W36L on Friday, hopefully I'll not cry that day, even if I was about to cry, I shall control or run straight to the toliet. Stupid RP's rule of changing class every semaster. Arghhh.

&& I lost my Ez-link card on Thursday after dinner with my girls. I supposed I dropped it while I alighted the bus / while I'm walking home. Damn it, its like so troublesome making a new Ez-link again. So please, which kind soul picked up the Ezlink from the floor or anywhere please return it to me can?? I'm HOW MAY CHIN. I'm staying at Pasir Ris Drive 1, Blk 636, #08-590. I'll buy you breakfast,lunch and dinner if you return it to me asap OKAY!! But I was not surprised when I realised I can't find my Ezlink card as I'm about to broad the 358 bus. Maybe I'm too moody to be shocked. Had been rather moody this few days & was still trying to put up a smile everyday, before I'm being asked of what happened. I'm silly, stupid afterall. However, I just need someone to talk to when I'm down, but I had problems finding a pal for the shoulders to cry on and a pair of listening ears for me. So I am waiting for Xinyi to call me up. Girl, I miss talking to you, telling you all my problems y'know. Are we still that close afterall??

A silly Fire Evacuation exercise last week.

Fareez & Lutfee were still trying to have some kind of discussion at the situation. :)

My fun-loving and awesome classmates!! *Ps. some went missing. HAHA

Spiderman & Woman okay!

eh eh, wait for me!

LOLOL

WE MADE IT, JUMP.JUMP.JUMP!!

C'mon feet off the ground, BALI !!

Whatever you said is exactly how I feel.

2008-07-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

I'm all out of faith.

Just got home from bugis with my mum, and I've brought a packbag like finally. The weight of my laptop is hurting my shoulders like needle pokings therepy.

Went down to downtown east with bali,lutfi and ET yesterday to book chalet for the class. It's a rushed arrangement actually and I'm the planner, feeling abit disheartened at times as I supposed I did a lousy job to plan for the whole activity even though I had 4 chalet with my girls aready. But It's Okay! I still have some of my classmate's support! YAY! Next, I shall plan for the food and activities we going to have during the 3days. I could feel bits of excitment now, HAHA :)

Headed to Burger King as usual for dinner after booking and we made creative jokes on how to woo or get a girl's number with some stupid actions. LOLOL totally hilarious. We never fail to laugh out loud at Burger King, is it related to the burgers there? Laughing pills added or sprinkled onto the fries??

Money money money $$$$$ !!!!

Jeremy. He was fooling around with the money and he made prata from the money which was captured in lutfee's camera. HAHAHA!

Thursday.
Life is full of sweet things???

Ahhhhhhhhh!!

Bali, nice pose eh.

Dalton, the other male model.

Jeremy extra lah, he die die wanna take a picture. Hahs!

Get to see the meaning/story in the pictures? Its actually capturing two parties that are fighting and the words on the shirt is contradicting the scenario. Cool yea? All pictures were taken by the Fashion Photographer,Fareez. There are still more pictures taken on friday,to be updated.

Random Pictures taken on Tuesday.

23more days, 3weeks 2days to the last day of school.
Don't change class please.

2008-07-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

I'm taking several steps back at this moment.

I'm emo-ing like f**k hell now!!
I can't concentrate and do my journal and quiz. Damn it.
Plus the test I have for tml morning.
I need some peace, I need to ease my freaking brain now, I mean NOWWW!
I'm running out of words to express how I feel right now.
Messed, thats it.
Angry at the silly me.

Sorry, but I'm really feeling damn F**k up now. I wanna cry it all out yet I have no tears to shed.

2008-07-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She''s lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

Chorus:
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she''s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

''Cause I''ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there''s no second chance to tell her how I feel

Chorus:
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she''s my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you''re thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

C'mon go tell the people you love, how much you love them now, before tomorrow never comes. It's such a touching song if you have read through the lyrics, so meaningful yet not many of us are doing it everyday. Especially to our DEAR Parents, we tend to be so rude to them when we get irritated by them for asking us details etc. On the other hand, I'll be shy to tell my mum and dad I love them. heh :) *Hope they can read what's in my mind!*

Oh! Not forgetting my dearest cliques, HCF. I love you girls. Is the love I gave you all enough to last if tomorrow never comes?

This isn't a new song, I got to hear this when Fareez was singing it aloud during the discussion. HAHA WTH yay ! Go watch the MV if possible too, touching lah.

Caught Wanted on Wednesday with my classmates again, we skipped class during lunch break & run-off leaving the class empty, cool ! Okay, I would rate this movie 3.5Star reason being the ending isn't quite well done actually as it's too dramatic(unrealistic). Go catch it! It's a cool action movie, I love the plot of the movie not mentioning the ending. :)

I love to look at you.
I love to stand beside you.
I love to sit right beside you.
I love to talk and laugh with you.
I love to smile cheerfully infront of you.

So, I just simply Love you.

2008-07-06T21:24:00.001-07:00

Where's my American Boy?

Currently using the home PC to blog, because my stupid laptop is having some problem, my password for the user ID isn't correct when thats the only password I'm using so far, IDOIT. All my documents are in the laptop, so without it, I'm not having any resource to study for my Tuesday & Thursday test. Great excuses yeah. Arghh! That's the negative side of using laptops in school. Students are depending on it so much that without it, we can hardly study. Even if I tried to download the files from the RP web page also can't, cause my PC have no school connection for internet acess !!!! *angry* Tomorrow will be the Culture module and I'm gonna miss the first 10 to 15 mintues of it to bring my laptop to IT helpdesk. Alamak !!

Oh YES!
I'm going SCHOOL tomorrow~
HAPPY.

2008-07-04T21:53:00.000-07:00

Never attend class today, it's my first attempt! Reason being, quite a number of the classmates never intend to go school too so theres no point I go school without them plus it's the freaking Computing with hell lots of codes which is totally nonsense! Lastly, I just want to break my record of being a good student who attends class everyday. HAHA today my team members were all the FUN people, who are absentees, cooooool!!

Took these pictures for our team's powerpoint slides on Wednesday. Today, 4th July and in one months time we will be changing class. =( =( =( =(

As usual, we met up again for dinner after class at tm. We chat, we laugh, we took pictures. And I finally brought the skirt I wanted to have longgg time ago ! Now, I wanna buy a backpack, as my shoulders are aching like nobody business for the whole week. So I'm thinking of buying a Dickies bag, but it's like getting comomn in RP. How? Any comments or idea on what backpack is nice? Because I'm thinking of having a leather type of backpack too. Hmmmmm?

You can give one of the greatest ecstacy.
& you can caused me to have the greatest pain.
Yet I'm still willing to take the risk and pain.
How silly is it?
Be certain, I really have no idea what to do, how to carry on.
I am not used to the atmosphere without you.

2008-06-29T16:47:00.000-07:00

Jay Sean - Maybe (2007) - Jay Sean

JAY SEAN - Maybe lyrics

[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Verse 2:]
Im always connected online
Looked on my Facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true (OH)
Im caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe im wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
Its all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong, And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

* A song which I it find meaningful. :)

Goodbye. .What is goodbye to you? A happy or sad word to use?

Definition: An expression used when leaving someone.

Some says if there's no goodbye, we won't be able to meet new people. While others felt that goodbye isn't a sad word cause we will be meeting the next day or so. Eventually, goodbye can be used for many kind of situations. I'm still figuring what goodbye means to me. HAHA

Have a great day ahead people !

2008-06-28T17:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too.

Oh well, within this week many things happened so suddenly and I turn out to be un-prepared for all the situations.

First would be my family matters which has been bothering me for the entire week and it made me so fearful of going home.Yesterday, I went marina square with classmate on a last mintue decision as I really don't wanna go home early. My mum & dad moved over to pasir ris on last sunday & bro was asking me to tidy/pack the room for some space etc on that night. OMG ! And throughout the week, I have to rush home early to get dinner for my mum as she can't cooked due to her depression which made her look so helpless. I tried my best to comfort her and teling her not to worry all that, but i doubt she listens to me. Oh god, bless my mum. Please. All i want is simple, let her recover from her illness & carry on with her life like what she used to.

Second issue was the mini conflicts within my class clique due to some misunderstanding. Bali & I turn out to be the middle person which cause us to crack our mind to solve the problem. OMG (2) ! & I hoped its kind of settled now.

I have my own problems too, I do need someone to help/listen to me too even though there isn't any thing they can do for me. I seriously hate to guess what others are thinking about,I'm so afraid of making the wrong guess and in turn hurt myself so deeply. Show me the way instead, izzit alright?

All the modules I had this week is freaking boring and tedious especially on Wednesday, Enterprise Skills. I hate Wednesday & I hate Vivian, I'm always so tired & sleepy in class which cause me to loss focus in class.

HAHAHA! The class was in a total chaos on Wed when the facilitator, Vivain, was trying to talk and explain to us the problem statement while we were having mass conversation in msn. She got fed up and scolded us so indirectly. & after the lunch break, almost half the class went home due to the complicating problem statement we had. But I stayed back with the rest to do a lousy presentation on purpose, it's really damn lousy y'know, the powerpoint has less then 3points on each slides and all the points are talking about the same issue & we even sat on the table to present. LOLOL

the guy full with nonsense, Bali !

Argh, we are going bonkers!!

The big guy, Fareez joined.

There goes Daltooonn !! C'mon scream !

Alright, a normal shot. :]

&&&&&&

We hate Vivain!!! (edited by dalton)
LMAO !!!

We can't take the boredom so we literally take pictures within that mintue when Vivain is back facing the class uttering rubbish. :)

Maybe its true.

2008-06-22T19:04:00.001-07:00

Can you please put me on your list of things to do & fall in . love . with me?

I'm going school tomorrow as usual. But does it mean I'll pretend that nothing happen? Silly me indeed huh. I have studied for my upcoming test on Wednesday, luckily next week I only have 1 UT, which is Culture, not to worry , yes I know. :] HAHA, I have confidence yeah!

Nowadays, I really can't live without music y’know. I need the company of music everywhere I go even if I’m about to fall asleep - Serious addiction. Cause Music soothes the savage beast, which is me. :)

Argh! I’m home alone now, as Brother and his family went for swimming lesson at Tampines complex and gonna be heading to some BBQ or birthday celebration after swimming I supposed. I didn’t want to tag along as I need to study for my UT if not once the week starts I will have no time to sit down and study rld. Hmmm, what should I have for dinner?? It’s almost 7pm..Think think think.. Fried Rice? Hor fun?? Macdonalds?? Alright, fried rice for me tonight! I missed the fried rice I had at the Katong KTV. Yummy!

There are always plenty of thoughts running through my mind when I’m blogging, but I just have no idea how to type them all out! I’m sick in the mind !! I need a venting anger, sadness machine right NOW !

I’m serious.

2008-06-22T00:28:00.000-07:00

Sour in the heart, tearful in the eyes.

A week has gone after my school starts & I'm real busy this week with all the school work and test. Surprisingly, this week I kept stoning in class for no reason, and almost all the facilitor had been commenting on my unusual behaviour in class which cause me to get just a B- grade. wth?

Amelia, Xintze & Chris came over to Republic Poly on wedesday to visit me and have a look at RP for their first time. HAHA I supposed 7 out of 10 people who stayed at the East side of Singapore won't know how RP looks like & where RP is. They will just know that the location of this Poly is far, that’s all.

I saw Jeremy Ong yesterday at Yishun, he went over to visit his grandma if I'm not wrong, and he was so surprise to see me, not knowing that my school is nearby. & my classmates were asking, "hey, your friend don't know RP is at Woodland which is near Yishun?". What I replied was to give a dumb smiling face. DOTS.

Caught 'Don't mess with the Zohan' with my classmates yesterday, it’s a silly, hilarious yet a meaningful movie as there’s a meaning behind the story. They are trying to tell us that fighting is not the only way to solve a problem, and not all Arab people are terrorist. HAHA! Oh yar, this movie is SOOO rated man!! They made Zohan’s dick seems so HUGE and they literally showed him naked (the butt) HAHAHA!! Overall, it’s not that funny but a nonsense comedy, seriously. :D

Caught ‘Kung Fu Panda’ just now with my brother and his family too. A movie for kids really.. It’s the panda behaviour and actions that made almost everyone laughed. & I’m still left with 3 more movies to watch, especially the Incredible Hulk!! Heard it’s similar to Ironman as the actor for Ironman is acting in the Incredible Hulk! Awwwww ~

It’s a crush, I believed..

2008-06-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

2008-06-12T01:31:00.000-07:00

The only way to avoid being miserable is not to have enough leisure to wonder whether you are happy or not.- George Bernard Shaw

This quote is quite true yeah?? If you don't wonder so much, you won't know yourself that much.. Anyway, different people have different perception of this say correct? But I prefer spending time wondering so that I know && I can make improvement or any other changes to what I dislike about... See, I know how to think,ttherefore I'm MATURE!? HA HA HA :]

Just now I was chatting with my sister-in-law about financial planning (having a family,car,medical fees etcetc), cause for my module which is Enterprise Skills we have to solve people's financial problem by analysing their financial position/situation and all.. && I came to realise that we should REALLY plan our own life as early as now by having savings if not we gonna suffer from loans*debt in the future! I DON'T WANT !!

Defination : Financial Planning is a process of identifying your financial needs throughout the various stages in your life and tailoring suitable investment strategies to achieve your financial goals.

HA HA HA HA HA I know I sound dumb here!! Alright, I'll stop. But seriously this is what I use to present in my powerpoint slides. LOL

Ay yoooo! Nowadays there's so many nice movie to catch LAH! " The Incredible Hulk, The Happening, Don't mess With The Zohan, Get Smart." See!! Alamak.. I don't care, I'm gonna catch them all even if I'm broke.Hee

Met up at Siglap with HCF, Sapulingtong ,Audrey & Yvonne to collect our SGC today, but only the NT SGC is available. Dumb, the mole lady told us to keep a lookout at the school website to know when we can go to collect our SGC. So nonsense && since when the school webpage is up to date? LOL

As usual, Karyee, Amelia & Audrey stood outside the HOD room laughing at the teacher's picture! HAHA!Bad habits never change for them!:p Somewhere around there I saw Gordan's, Yuan Siang's & Siwei's essays about their journey to o'lvl,how they did so well etc... It makes me thinks back to those times where everyone suffer & struggles for O'lvl, the nervous feeling we had when we were outside the school hall wishing each other goodluck etc & staring at those file of notes/formulas for the last time! Awww it's over now & thank god almost everyone have somewhere to go either JC,Poly,Ite or other private schools. :]

Hmm,I'm soooooo looking forward to Saturday && Mondayyyy! :D
BYE,Thursday. & today is Friday, the 13th.

2008-06-11T16:00:00.000-07:00

Photography is a major force in explaining man to man. - Edward Steichen
Now, I'm having a strong feeling of grudging admiration towards photography skills one can possess with,which also means envy. Feel free to sign up for Flickr.com & you will be able to view all sorts of cool pictures,(putting aside the mindset that it had been edited by photoshop etcetc) & you will be able to receive some pleasure from it. Trust me. These few nights I just can't sleep early & only until ard 3 to 4am then I'll force myself on the bed. So everynight I will visit Flickr to admire thse photographs, omg I'm soooo lovin it!

Oh yar! I wanna share about this weird dream I have yesterday night. I dreamt that I have to attend this talk which is important for my further studies etc in my school, and the buliding/venue is totally submerge in the sea. It's not just this particular buliding y'know! && I was saw someone died when they try to enter the building cause they keep floating in the sea & in the end the people got stuck in a "sucking" machine.. OMG, it's freaking scary! I dreamt about this whole scene for at least half of my sleeping time. I know it's nonsense, but I could feel as though I'm really in my dream, argh I dunno how to put all in word !! Anyway,does that mean that my school gonna encounter serious float till the whole buliding will be submerge?? LOL!! But seriously some dreams are trying to send messages to us while some will happen directly opposite of what we dreamt of. Hopefully, this dream don't continue for tonight, HAHA!

Goodbyeee,nightmare..

2008-06-10T18:00:00.000-07:00

How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad?

Oh god! I've changed my own blogskin by myself using a try an error method , believe it? hee :]

Caught Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull with Chris,Xintze & Amelia yesterday. It's worth watching y'know! It's a treasure hunt type of show, thumbs up for the fighting scene! LOL there's this old man in the movie who made xintze & I go "Wahaha!!". It's an easy job for him to act I supposed, cause he keep showing that pathetic & fearful expression throughout the last 1hr of the movie & his dialogue is like less then 20
times???

Headed to Whitesands Library with Chris & Amelia after sending Xintze to pr MRT station, as she's having dinner with her relatives who loves "Qin Chao You". lol

It was like so long ever since the last time we sat down somewhere to chit-chat. I missed it dude! HCF facing some problems on communication?? I doubt so. I supposed the main reason is time and effort we put in to plan for meet-up/ gathering? The last time we went out tgt was like on Chris B'day (?) according to the pictures taken. Drifting apart? Yes,we are! Sad to mention that yeah? It's more like a disappointment, really. Our 4years of friendship is equalvent to the 6months friendship in Earle's? I really have no idea what to say... Everytime I read your blog you seemed so tired etc, && by reading is the only way I'll know how you are.. I really miss you know!! I have tonnes of things to share but I have no idea how to tell you, seriously. I don't want you to share only your work problem, but your own problems too.. Or perhaps I'm too sensitive? I dunno.

2008-06-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

Tonight, I've fallen & I can't get up by myself..

Feelings aren't supposed to be logical, so I think I've fallen in love with my class! Which leads me to miss school soooo much!!! :D Vacations now. 1week gone, & I'm left with another week. C'mon man HURRY end the holidays!! Blow it away,wind. HA HA HA~ Freaking dumb yeah? I could still remember that I was so damn afraid of going school all alone by myself at the start of the school term && now I'm missing school like crazy!

What happen if...
We don't know each other?
We don't chat on our way home that day?
We don't mention about about our past?
We don't behave in the way we used to?
We don't exchange eye contact?

then I won't be in this state now.
Damn it!!

2008-06-05T10:47:00.000-07:00

Presenting my insane classmates!! :)
I had a great day indeed, THANKS!
We met up early at habour front MRT station and headed vivo for lunch first before going to Sentosa. It was like a joke sharing instead of eating,HA. I shall share one of the jokes : " Why ants can't board the MRT? " (it's freaking DUMB!)

Well, we played volleyball for almost the whole day which leads me to Body Ache now! It was my 1st volleyball game alright.. Everyone went "HUH" when the ball got stucked on the nearby coconut tree. We shaked the tree, threw wood up, shouted at the ball for it to come down, blew at the ball & all kind of funny idea you could actually think of just to get back our ball. LOLOL.

At the end of the day all of us were tanned due to the strong sun, YEAH MAN! :D

We went to the beach for some wild games,HAHA. Bali & I were sitting along the sea bay cause he was not feeling well so i sat there along to accompany/chat with him. Halfway through,I felt that those who were in the water kept looking at me in secretive manner as if they having some great plans, so i ran away before they caught me. ET & dalton caught me, carried me like a roasted pig,dragged me all the way to the sea while I'm still struggling for someone to save me, && they threw me into the seawater! It's damn salty I tell you!! lol Bali, Qiongyi,Fitria & her sister were all treated the same way too. HAHAHAHAHA!!

The volleyball match continued till around 5plus & we headed for LUGE riding!! I'm good at speeding y'know! I overtake Zin,ET & Bali all at one shot but I came in 2nd in the race cause Bali tricked me &*%^$# !!. :P

Surprisingly this time round I paid 10bucks for one luge & sky ride. The last time I went with HCF was 3 rides for 15bucks nia, hmmmmm they changed the price?? Or I remembered the price wrongly??

Blah blah blah.... We showered,took pictures & bid goodbye to Sentosa ~ headed to vivo again for dinner at the open space area, this time round no more jokes cause we were all TIRED. After that,we bid farewell to each other with kisses + hugs. Hee

Alright, that's all.
BYE world.

Hmmm, I'm missing school..

2008-05-25T13:12:00.001-07:00

HAA! I'm supposed to be studying for my upcoming test on Tuesday & Thursday, but here am I now blogging.. LMAO feeling so restless & moodless to study! Reason being,I looking forward to my 2weeks vacation from effect on 31th May - 15thJune! I wanna do well for my test without studying, can it be done like this? I guessed not.

I have a feeling that I'm going to do badly for my Enterprise Module cause, I have not been paying attention to the calculation part! HAHA it's due to the naggy facilitator,viVAIN Lee, that's why the whole class wasn't listening to her! It's only her lesson that we played & laughed the most. Some of my classmates just slept on the floor during her lesson pretending that they actually fell from the chair when viVAIN noticed & starts questioning. LOL i nearly laughed my lungs out that day!!

W36L, I'm lovin it ! A stupid yet fun classmates I have!
Alright, I think I better end all my nonsense here && starts studying before I really have no time cause I'm meeting Xinyi later on....

BYE.

2008-05-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Saturday. A day for some rest.
I'm getting sick and tired of going to & fro school.The time taken is like 3hr in total. What a zoomed week I had, with Adventure Camp, test & other usual stuff in school..

Yesterday, headed to tm to meet Xintze & co for dinner. We chat.took pictures, laughed at some silly pictures we took using my lappy. Surprisingly,out of a sudden when we were chatting, I realised Amelia's face look so unfamiliar to me, is it due to the weeks that we have not been seeing each other?? I hope not.

Tommorrow,I'm meeting Xinyi to return my Earlr's Uniform as the manager have been asking for it ready. LOL I have kept the uniform for quite long ever since I've quit the job && only now then I'm willing to return it back. Like wth right? Yeah, I know!! =) I can't wait for tommorrow, to meet my crazy LAODA + having Qiu Lian ban mian at airport. Yummy

A meaningful song to share with for the weekends:
Leona Lewis Better In Time Lyrics
Songwriters: Martin, Andrea; Rotem, Jonathan;

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

2008-04-21T22:40:00.000-07:00

Things isn't right around me. I have no idea what it is too. Making me feel so insecure, maybe it dosen't really matters anymore la huh... I'm like having no life now. All i do & spend most of my precious time on will be school.

Wake up - go school - presentation - go home - dinner - homework - sleep
What an enjoyment yeah! & even when it comes to the weekends, I like so DEAD.
Anyone willing to give me some comments on how to live my life lively??

Blah blah blah...
Alright,seems like it's time for bed. As my shoulders are aching ready..

I WANT MY LIFE BACK !!

2008-04-19T18:35:00.002-07:00

Heyhey peeps!! ~~
I'm back once again after being so busy throughout the week with my school stuff etc.I'm feeling so stressed up during the whole week, having not enough time for myself to rest & also time for sleep. Time so packed LAH..BUT what makes everything feels good is that I have a fun & lovely class! At least we had bulid up the bond within us through this 2weeks. By laughing at weird people and having lunch together. Seriously I still feel weird when it comes to a moment when I thought of my 6 girl-friends. Miss them, thats it. Without any exact explaination to support what I had said. && we gonna be meeting on FRIDAY!! =]

Well, I had signed up for a "CCA" which is called IG in my school and it mean Interest Group. JIVE, an Event Management Group. I have to organise/plan events for my school thats what I have to do I supposed as I didn't ask much during the IG Fiesta. HA! Nvm actually, as I feel like trying out something different from my sec schooll life. Initially I wanted to join the Yoga club, but I've missed the date of submission for my application. Other then Yoga, I wanted rock climbing and diving. But the training time is like WOAH! Both ends at 9pm. If i were to join that, I'll reached home at 11pm. HAHHA! You think I want it? LOL

Alright,I'll uploaded some pictures I have taken with my classmates in class using the webcam but not all cause theres too much & some are too funny to show. LOLOL

Hmmmm, should I go for a haircut??

2008-04-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

Well well well.. I should just make a short lil post since i'm kinda free now compared to the previous nights. Have been doing Reflection Journal, Quiz, Evulation etc all this nights, its just like homework that has to be done everyday. So today I started early so ended early too! Have yet blogged since the 1st day of school starts. Sort of busy and having a packed schedule lar~ (* Ha. i'm trying to act busy *) And I'm certain that my body NEED SLEEP! I don't like to wake up early in the morning before the sun even shines at my butt. Ever since the 1st day of school, i'm Either late by that few minutes Or just on time. I don't like it man! Feel like a losser, i wake up early to catch the earlier bus and yet i'm late over & over again!!Dots.. All blames to the heavy traffic, jams, traffic lights! =]

Don't feel like sleeping early now, but i have NO choice cause i'm waking up 5.45am tml. *&^$$%&^@!^$

Alright, what a short post yea?
Ha, goodnight peeps! Takecare & i miss your!

MUACKS~

2008-04-02T22:35:00.000-07:00

To sum up my day, strange, thats the word to describe my day.
Met some new friends, seems friendly but who know they are really kind etc? Unpredictable yeah..
I was staring at my desktop wallpaper just now during class, how i wish the people in it will just happen to pop out & sit beside me. Day-dream , you can say it this way perphas. ALright, not gonna continue with my school stuff, so sick & tired of mentioning it.. Nothing changes even if i mention more about it. So yar, thats all about it.

I'm tired. Didn't manage to sleep well last night so i'm turing in earlier tonight plus i have to wake up early tml.. I'll not be attending the friday * day3 orientation. So sick of the programme planned for day3, lame thats it.

By the way, THANKS girls for msg-ing me asking me to takecare + dun worry etc.
Your really made my day!
THANKS! =]

Goodnight all ...

2008-04-01T19:30:00.000-07:00

Oh girls, looking through the pictures we taken yesterday really makes me Miss Your Soooooooooo Much LAR!!!!

Tml orientation starts, i'm really going school alone. Thinking of the journey,the campus,the people & every other things in school without a single one of your really makes me want to breakdown & cry hard. I miss our usual school days, meeting at the bustop, walking to sch laughing knowing that we were late for assembly, laghing at the common funny people etc. I MISS SCHOOL , I'm gonna miss everyone of your.Going school without your makes me feel so weird,so empty,so useless,so scary.

Promise, we don't split, don't act dunno each other when we meet on the streets can? I won't be able to find a similar your in this world, i'm sure of that. No similar amelia christina karyee sophia xinyi xintze. So let's keep our promise we had made to meet at Toy "R" Us in 2010, that does not means we only meet by then. I wanna have gathering every week! so that I that i can hold your, feel your around.

HCF oi ~~~~

2008-03-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

27th March Thursday, the weekends coming soon.
6 more days to my school orientation programme.
11 days before my school offically starts.

Met my girls & created chaos at Terminal3 on Tuesday,FUN FUN FUN!
Before that we were just walking ard tm with Chris then we went T3 to meet sophia.
Took pictures and laugh our lungs out during the snapshots.

Omg! This few days I'm eating loads & loads of food. Plus it's a non-stop eating.
Alone at home & other then watching tv, sleep i have nth else to do so i just EAT & Eat & eat!
WHAHAHA~

All made up of lies??

2008-03-19T21:35:00.000-07:00

Quote Of The Day:
Women still remember the first kiss long after men have forgotten the last.

=] i'm using my laptop now.. *action*
Kinda feel weird when i use laptop,cause i'm very cautious about it. Its like sooo fragile...I had bought the acer laptop instead of the hp model,cause it have been sold out on that day i went there to buy. Idoit.

Today i'm off from work,spend my day watching korean vcds. The vcd player nearly caught fire! LOL kidding =p hohoho finally i've got the chance to have some rest,no idea why i'm so tired this few days also. Body aching like hell esp my legs and waist area. Oh yar! this week will be be my last week @Earle's. Taking a break before my school really starts. Fast fast fast, everything seems to be progressing so fast now huh?

Don't know what i'm doing now also, blogging paragraphs of shit here..
CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!

I WANT to go out && have real fun!!! Anyone interested?

2008-03-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

went down to Republic Poly today with my mum for the enrolment excerise.
Today's the second day of the excerise plus it's a weekday,so everything goes on smoothly cause not so crowded etc.. I went station by station for the excerise. And while waiting in the queue there's this group of guys talking crap infront of me, i was trying to calm myself down & to control my laughter but who knows, i didn't make it. LOL i think i laugh till my face turns red again ba! HAA so damn 100% paiseh!!

Tell you, going poly is really very troublesome like what Amelia mentioned in her blog. Need go get the laptop,choose the models,go for the roadshow so that the price is much cheaper then those laptop sold outside, go bank/CPF center to get documents done all this crap. What troubles me the most is my working time/day. I don't have enough time to get all my stuff done at one shot. Bloody Hell!!! Argghh~~~~~

oh yar! good news (maybe). Natasha is in the same poly plus plus same COURSE as me!
I was jumping for joy just now when i saw her * i also dunno why lah! gaga =D
ehh, at least i don't sit alone in the class like a loner.
But i think i pang seh her,LOL she's going the first camp alone w/o me i think.
The poly is having 2 camp, one in the late March & one before school starts.
And i've decided to go only for the general orientation camp, hahas so lame.
They think they cute ar,ask us go so many camp w/o any friends, play with strangers etc as if it's gonna be fun. Dumb! Waste of time nia.

Then then then.... after the enrolment thing over, mum & i went Causeway point to shop and eat. Met xinyi after her work at tm, to have her dinner.. There goes my 1 day off = "so happy".

I've come to a conclusion that i will finish my next week roster then i'll QUIT!
I seriously need a break before my school start.
I'm mentally & physically tired..

the 1st picture we took tgt since we start work in Earle's.
Shall take another one with sop & the 3 of us to-gether-gether!!

Try this!

2008-03-11T22:40:00.000-07:00

Journey to & from work today is driving me CRAZY!
The songs in my phone are sooo out-dated,hear them everyday and the feeling still remain like how it used to be. Feeling so damn weird this few days like having an early PMS!! Tomorrow i'm having off. Means i wanna have a break,PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB etc! Let me have some time to think about it.. Thanks

I seriously need a doctor to get you out of my head!

2008-03-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

Omg! The weather is sooo COLD~
Rain rain rain.. .
Tml morning better don't rain, if not so troublesome, need to bring along an umbrella. Then everywhere will be so wet & slippery. Tendency of people falling down is Higher!!!

Work: Yesterday was a Sunday, so super duper busy and I key in wrong order!
Haa, lobster pasta turn out to be Lobster baked rice. So shocked when the food item have been rejected, I thought it's the end of the world man.. Luckily the Chef and Mdm June not angry etc. =P
Felt so sotong today! keep doing the wrong thing and forgetting this & that..
What's the problem with me ??!!! Arggh!!
&& the dumb and stupid mistake i made today was to serve the Walnut Rocky Road without the scoop of Ice-cream!! LOLOL the customer didn't even realise you know! HAHAHA!! they just eat the pie, mashmallow etc happily without the ice-cream.
So WARNING to all!! Please keep a notice of what your food item should have.
=]] LOL

I'm so tired & sleepy now.. Due to the cool weather, so i'm sleeping early tonight!
Goodnight peeps!
Zzzzz~~

" Once it's sweet, it will be damn sweet. Once it starts to become bitter, there's no way you can sweeten it back anymore.."

2008-03-08T14:00:00.000-08:00

Well well, finally i came back to post and made some changes to my blogskin,links etc etc..
Most of the links have been deleted either they are "expired" or "unwanted".
HAAA!!
I really wonder why people like blogging,seriously..
Even though i wonder about it, I still blog *but not on the regular basis. :P

OK.
Sad to say, I'm posted to Republic Poly ALONE.
I've received the Enrolment Letter they sent. And I'm supposed to go down there to complete the course enrolment process within 13th - 19th March.
And my school starts on the 7th April,its the first poly that starts school first.
Sooo : Orientation alone, eat alone, go home alone.
HELLLL, i'm all ALONE.
On the other hand means I have to stop my work first than laoda and sophia.
Well, work had been tiring,really tiring but i still like it.
It's fun thats all i can say.. Ha Ha Ha
Have fun yet i'm earning $$$
Shall go for a shopping 'excursion' with my girls soon after we get our pay $$$.

Alright I'll be working tml
Takecare peeps =))

2008-02-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

Above all, be true to yourself. And if you cannot put your heart into it, take yourself out of it. ~ Hardy D. Jackson

There's always two direction we can take,but why do we always head towards the wrong direction first?? Answer please..

Arhgggg!!!

Pictures : Chinese New Year Visting & Karyee B'day Celebration.

2007-12-01T20:07:00.000-08:00

Alright, I shall make a short lil post now since I kinda bored. Waiting to get out of the house now to meet my girls for interview, (SIA catering) job. Everyone is mad and anxious as everyone need a job urgently yeah? MONEYMONEY come to me??? LOL
Everything do come to an end, be it good or bad. For an instance, our chalet.
Fun, joy & laughter was what we planned to have. But theres still unhappinesss in-between issues. However, some may treasure the friendship more than the others. No matter what we say now,it will not make any major differences in our future friendship. I've gave up the optimistic side of me,because we will not know what will happen next in our life. HAHAS alright i shall stop all this carp lah, btw all this is what I'm thinking/view point. No offences.
I will remember the droplets of tears we shed that night. Really thanks for the memories we had made so far. I think I born with super glue all around my body so just feel free to stick with me =)) Don't forget to get a huge box to store all our memories, I have it in my heart what about you??
老婆们：Thank You!

美壮.

2007-11-25T18:38:00.000-08:00

As what amelia says : " Today's HCF big day! " . Who's gonna marry??
Me or you? LOL. Alright, I'm ready to have fun,laughter & joy for this few days!
Yeeeearrrr~ Pictures will be uploaded when I'm back home,hahas that's for sure right. (ps : I'm too excited so now I'm kinda crapping).
Alright I'm signing off... BYEEEEEE =]

2007-11-18T23:01:00.000-08:00

I am every emotion times ten, I conform yet I'm rebelious, always obeying but somehow still an outlaw, always talking but never heard - I am a teenager

Once again I'm trapped at home. Following that same dumb & impractical routine :
1.Wake up @ 0845, bring my nephew, Reyes , to his school.
2.Went home watch cartoon with my niece, Mavelyn.
3.Get ready by 1045am,go down to Elias CC to pick Reyes to their ahma house.
4.Have lunch there till 12.30pm.
5.Bring Mavelyn from ahma house to her class (near Siglap Sec) as it starts at 1pm and ends @ 230pm.
6.Go home and do what i want to.
7.By 730pm go ahma house for dinner.
9.Get ready to go home by 930pm.
10.Reached home,bath,slack etc....

Anyone wants this life for your HOLIDAYS?? We EXCHANGE ok??
PLEASE !!!
I doubt that there will be anyone shouting : " YES YES I WANT I WANT!! " I loathe the way I spend my days. It full of crapness, seriously.The only thing I can do is to TAHAN.Chalet, after the chalet I will start to say 'NO' to her. But the only matter that hinder me from saying anything bad is the relationship between my brother & sister-in-law. Sad to say, I doesn't have a family that I dream to have. Every single issue turn out from bad to worst. I dread changes,I hate to adapt.

The Little Mr Naughty

The Little Miss Stubborn

2007-11-17T21:30:00.000-08:00

Let's Give MAYCHIN A Round Of Applauds !!
LOL I'm back to post after that 9th August entries.
It took me awhile to decide on whether i should have this post anot ..
Have not be faithful to my blog this few months, as the "o"level was driving me bonkers. But now I'm energetic and high to enjoy my holidays especially the HCF chalet.

Graduation Night 2007
A remarkable & astounding night we had. Some would find it boring,but i doubt so.
Because I had a great night with My Ladies & The Gentlemen.
Every moment were memorable and sweetened : the preparation the shopping the excitement and every every every other things we did together.
So pictures are the only ones which will help us cast a memorable memories in every hearts.
ENJOYED.

4E4 handsome class manager Izzat

Mr Kushank Patel

My pal Nadine

Miss Siglap 2007 Fadziela

Mr Siglap 2007 Gordon Lye

老婆

My precious DARINGS

Miss Ng

Miss Chin

Our Little Miss Wee

2007-08-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

Siglap celebrated both national and Games Day together yes'day. Its was superb fun,especially the inter-class Captain's Ball. The last match for our class was very challenging,and the score was 6/0. Chris was so panic LOL. 4E4'07 & 4E5 ROCKS. We can try have a 4E4 and 4E5 class tee already, because we were shouting and cheering for each other like mad dogs. LOL WELL DONE PEEPS *KARYEE =))I wondered why some classes play as though they had never win a match before.Does playing rough gain your any benefit? Bull-shit lah,BASTARD.Your had NO sportsmenship at all sia.Overall the Games Day was great and enjoyable.

SECRET - was a nice movie,pay for it and it will make you cry. This movie was quite touching but the ending was very disappointing due to the computer images. If you understand and watch the movie carefully,you will definately understand the ending. =)) I would rate it at 3.5 star. So what are you waiting for? Go watch it now.

2007-08-07T02:03:00.000-07:00

TIME,had caused many changes in our life,friendship and perhaps studies.

I do face problems in copping well with the time I spend on studies and friends. I had tried to make up for what I had loss in friendship,but I just couldn't feel that it has been replaced. I have lots of things to say,but i just couldn't put them in words nowadays. I just can't express myself well,thats the problem. It seems like I have loss in touch with what is happening around me as I am now from a different planet. I apologised if I had neglected your. I had tried to hide my feelings, but the more I hide the more awkward I will feel.

2007-07-27T01:49:00.000-07:00

You Are 48% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

What How May Chin Means

H is for Honest

O is for Old

W is for Wired

M is for Marvelous

A is for Altruistic

Y is for Young

C is for Complicated

H is for Hilarious

I is for Impressive

N is for Neat

What Does Your Name Mean?

2007-07-20T02:30:00.000-07:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY

This year RHD wasn't that fun and enjoyable compared to last year whereby the current batch of sec4 organize the carnival.The food provided this year isn't enough when the upper sec went down.

So HCF ended up eating all the unwanted food. LOL (JELLY , OR-Na OR-NA . BREAD etc)
And some of us nearly chocked on the juice of the or-na or-na when we bite it. Overall,the fun didn't came from the carnival itself. It was during the break and the " LESSON " whereby the class was in a chaos as everyone is grabbing the chance to take photos with each other. I really wonder will we miss each other after we had graduated... AND i will,definately.Especially the jokers,the singers and the lamers. * Charlotte,Audrey,Kushank,Liao,Johnsons,Jason,TaiChuan etc. *
This shall be the last year, we as a student will celebrate RDH together.. quite sad actually but...

PICTURES

2007-06-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

LOLOL Guess what?? Its just ard 4more days for our school to be offically open!
Siglapian must be moaning about their holiday day homework not being done yet.
Hahas I am doing that too actually, but overall I knew it was all my fault.
Because i totally forget about the tones of homework given to me before and during the consultation. =))

Hmm...but at least i dindn't slack through my 2weeks of holiday right??
I did tones of Qs from the 10years series for a few subjects =)) thats should be better than my holidays years ago whereby i just slack and did nothing for any of the subjects.
Hopefully I hope I have change for the better (yeah!).

ENGLISH ENGLISH and still ENGLISH. Boring~ . There are so many exercises to be hand-written, MY GOD, ______ is too evil to let us do that. !!

OKAY lets not mention any more about school work. Its holiday NOW and we need to cherish the last few days of long sleeping hours plus slacking. It gonna be tough when we return back to school because of our precious 'O' level.
I could feel the pressure coming as my pimples are starting to get the heat from my stress-ness.LOLOL chill man :D

ENJOY (=

2007-06-17T20:11:00.000-07:00

MONDAY 11/06/07

It's my UNLUCKY day men!
Firstly, is the movie " MEN IN WHITE " other then lame and boring i have nothing to comment la. If you are smart please don't waste the money on that. We took train to orchard after the movie.. and i spend 2hr walking around far east with my girls.
I didn't manage to buy anything i intended to buy. It's alright lah,(save up my money) :)After that is the worst part of my day other then that pieces of yummy chocolate cake i ate during the chem tution. Its a treat from the teacher because that day is one of the student birthday. Here comes the " best " part of my day, I DROP MY PRECIOUS PHONE AND CALCULATOR IN THE TOLIET BOWL !! Asshole man!!! I had no choice but to allow my hands in the bowl so as to pick my phone up. After cleaning up, i sat motionlessly on the chair thinking what to do next.. I was damn shocked at that moment. My journey home was without music! Its BORING and i just can't close my eyes and rest while i'm on the train.. terrible terrible terrible

TUESDAY 12/06/07
I brought my phone for service. And they say they will try their best. LOL it sound like those doctors yeah?? Well i will have to collect it on saturday and see how is it..

I felt so empty without my phone around me for the whole day. Therefore i decided to went back sembawang to stay for a few days. At least i've got the chance to taste my mum's cooking. :) i miss it!

Hmm.. let my share kinda joke with you. It makes me laugh like &%#@*!

This scene took place at one of the coffeshop at sembawang...
" ah boy what you wanna drink? " the auntie questioned
" WADEVER " the boy replied

LOLOLOLOLOL isn't this funny??
Alright imagine he said " ANYTHING ".
I promise i am going to give it a try next time when i am at the kopitiam whereby the auntie will take your order. TRY IT people. :)))

2007-05-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

Great works are performed not by strength, but by perseverance.

Obstacles are necessary for success,
victory comes only after many struggles and countless defeats.
Yet, each struggle, each defeat, sharpens your skills and strengths,
your courage and your endurance, your ability and your confidence and thus each obstacle is just forcing you to become better or quit.
Each rebuff is an opportunity to move forward.
Turn away from them, avoid them, and you throw away your future.
You will not loss out when you persever in what you want.
=))

2007-05-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

MID-YEAR is OVER!!

Tampines mall is the only place we will go to after exams.
It had been the same for this few years lah.
Walking round and round the mall aimlessly and laughing all the way is what all of us will do very often.

TOYS "R" US

It's never peaceful,whenever we enter toys R us.
Thats why the fierce auntie will always warned us/stared at us.
LOLOL "So noisy!Don't play here!" she yelled with her evil eyes
LESSON I HAD LEARNED TODAY: With perseverance I can acheive what i want.
I never gave up learning the hoo-lah-hoop OK.
I may look funny while i am moving but at the end of it,I DID IT!!
I could hang on to the hoo-lah-hoop for at least 20sec.
HAPPY lah. =))

KARYEE: sorry for making you smell so "nice".
LOLOLOLOLOL

Alright picture of the day:

good night =))

2007-05-12T21:52:00.001-07:00

Isn't she cute? Even though she look old??
LOL

ILOVEHER

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

2007-05-07T23:54:00.001-07:00

5 more days and 6 more papers to go.
and I AM ON MY WAY TO SUCESS. =))
Fear no more.. LOLOL
Alright i know that i am lame.
" You just have to accept that" i said to whoever who read this. LOL
The time left to get serious is getting lesser and lesser,
the hours left for my 'O's is getting smaller and smaller.
so EVERYONE out there, study hard and acheive the best you CAN !

2007-05-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

On thursday 3th May

it was my first combined sciences pratical exam.

i was so damn nervous for my bio pratical!

All i was doing was to peeped around to see what i'm supposed to do.

While I was busy following the steps,

I told myself: "What You Had Studied For The Last Few Days Had All Gone To A Waste."

I felt so uselees at that moment and i had the urge to just give up and

just fill in the table and blanks by my commen sense answers.

Alright,not going to say much as its all over.

Friday 4th May

Today was my first time experiencing a exam in the school hall.

Truely speaking, i was very excited and nervous.

The feeling was like a auntie going to a high class hotel for a dinner.

LOLOL :DD

Thats me lah ohkay!

English Paper1 & Social Studies was what we were tested on today.

My compo and social essay was quite alright afterall.

So its quite safe lah.

2007-05-02T00:47:00.000-07:00

YEPP I AM BACK!

* Blowing off all the dust *

LOL

It seems like i had not been updating my blog for quite some time.

I was looking back at the old entries date and was like ...

But mid-year is just around the corner,

so STUDIES should come first instead of blogging LAH.

blah.. blah..blah..

By the way, amelia and I had a great fun at our Choir seniors house y'day (zhiping) *if you know,good for you.*

Its was like a gathering for the mini-seniors after our SYF.

Laughter was what was heard when we played the games. =))

Lastly, i would like to THANKS all the super seniors for giving us their love and support

during our choir pratice,camp and on the SYF day itself.

:DD

2006-10-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

its a GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT to see such result
after tons of hard work. totally unbeliveable.
.
.
hopeless

2006-10-13T15:20:00.000-07:00

hi there peeps, here's the m-a-j-o-r picture update
of our MADNESS day . =)

hahas this the so called 'natural shot', but try spoting a idoit
still posting.

the chunk of ladies. SMILE

ex-e5 '04

bleah- tongues out and give a cramp face.

the madness mate

hahas i had no comments on this other den the new voddo religious.

the anti- tickel parties.

we did a good job on shouting during the movie- SILK

well , we had our lunch before we continue with our movies and Kbox chaos.

and choose SILK as the movie of the day. its a meaningful perhaps a touching

movie even though it scares us. normal ghost shows have no story lines,

but SILK has what we wants. So dun hesitate , go get 10 bucks and watch it =))

after the movie we went straight to Kbox before we missed the time slot.

we sang and sang from 230 to 700pm.

hahas took some picture on the way to the MRT . it was damn paiseh cause there many

stranger staring at us as if we never take pictures before. hahas overall its hilarious

2006-10-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK ! =))
it has been a month since i last posted.
thats why now i have no idea what to write about.
hahas. so NOW, exams are finally OVER!
for this exam period,
i had already given my 101% of SOILD effort.
so now i won't be regreting for not putting in enough effort
when i know my result on monday.
i hope that all my effort will worth a passing grade.
even if i really can't make it, i would still have to face the fact
that i am not up to that standard of sec 4e2 '07.
OK lets be positive for the time being.
tomorrow we will be enjoying ourselves again.
* Kbox & MOVIE * !! HOOOO-RAY ~

2006-09-14T20:21:00.000-07:00

uhoo~ ii'm back to post some crap since ii had not
been updating my blog for such a long period.
hahas lots and lots of things had happen to me for this period of time.
but i'm not gonna mention it now. LOL
because ii need to continue with my revision liao..
EOY is more important rah. x))
STUDY HARD!!

2006-09-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

friends are not meant to be unfaithful.

2006-09-02T22:40:00.000-07:00

hahas. x))
today hcf went out again. and its to book our CHALET !!
we went out early in the morning 8am,
so that our 1122 is not taken by e others.
kia shu right?? lol but thats us. '' s'porean ''
but too bad. chris 's mum chalet was being book by a fat lady.
if we are early by 5 mins,we might be e owner and not her.
no matter what, we are counted lucky as she never take our 1122 slot.
me chris and melia were quite piss off by a dumb woman and a idoit uncle.
they are so stubborn at the way they settle those documents.
theres another lady oso scolded them. hahahas.
in the end xinyi only manage to take a picture of the uncle. x))

we left the buliding by taking a picture in the lift.
CHEESE ~
hab our breakfast at a nearby kopitiam.
laksa is the famous food in katong, so some of us order laksa.
hahas. i intend to eat roti prata,
coz the store is still there e previous time.
then xinyi trick me. wahahas.
a indian uncle was trying to take out order for drinks.
so she told me that he is the roti prata uncle.
and ii told him the wrong order instead of the drinks.
hahahahhas ^.^
we took bus 12 again to bugis. and we started shopping while
all the shops were closed. hahas
parco is the only place that we can go to at that moment.
so we walk around and decided to take neoprint.

this is the neatest shots among all.

cause the place is to small,

and the time is limited for us to move around.

after the neoprints. we walk around bugis and take our tea break

at mac,and left bugis at 3plus. we headed to tampines to buy the beach ball

from toy "R" us for our sentosa trip. <))

we just went round and round in the malls as we hab nth else to do.

met some siglapians esp jeremy that group. and thats what makes me laugh

like mad. hahas jeremy face. muahahahs

well, we went home around 8pm after our dinner

its kindda shiok even though my leg muscle are aching now.

coz we omost walk for 10+ hours. =))

2006-08-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

Biology SPA Pratical Examination.
tuesday 29 aug 12pm - 130pm.
mdm su said this pratical is something
we have never done it before. wth
so what should we study? dumb sia
at least chemistry SPA we can memories the calculation.
now we can only memories the tables/graphs of the bio SPA.
thats not even enough to go for a WAR ! idoit
after reading the bio pratical book, i started to get panic.
just can't imagine how am i gonna react when i saw something
that is alien to me. oh my godness !!

2006-08-26T18:09:00.000-07:00

are you trying to seek for my attention?
or izzit that you can't be bother anymore?
if you just can't be bother at all, its alright.
just stop giving me those hope.
and i would thank you for that.
please be more resonable in your decision.
as it is far too much after thinking it over and over again.

2006-08-21T22:15:00.000-07:00

WE ARE STRONG GIRLS!
we don't cry, but we hide our sadness.
CHEERs <<<3>

2006-08-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

never trust someone you have love / have faith in.
as you won't know what heart breaking news they
will bring to you. its true that i can take the actual facts
so ii'm trying not to belive what ii have heard, even though
its a true and real situation that i had never expected.
my last desire to this situation is that the other party
ain't what ii'm thinking off.

2006-08-15T19:00:00.000-07:00

CHEERs <<3>

ii'm back from the LEO's birthday outing !

so let me share some pictures rather

then typing a chunk of words. x))

ENJOY!

2006-08-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

I GOT MY NEW FONE !!
CHEERs~ yeppiies x))
this a piece of good news right?
hahas. to me its GREAT larh.
actually its a surprise that my dad wanna
change my fone w/o me pleading him for it.
second piece of news :
tomorrow gonna be HCF leo's birthday !!
THERES OUTING for us!!
finally we can enjoy ourselves !! x))

2006-08-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

guess what . . . ii'm sitting with HER once again.
FUCK sia and i'm damm piss off with this matter LARH.
she's gonna spoils my 6weeks
AND its the third time alrite?
SHE still thinks that i'm fortunate to be sitting with her. WTH
ii dont mind sitting alone at a corner by MYSELF.
cause it makes no different to me.

2006-08-05T23:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday lessons was damm fun!
a huge dragonfly flew into 3e2.
almost all the girls yell like mad when we saw
it flying to our diections. it flies from one end of the class
to another. wahahas x))
miss yong has to send us all out just to catch the dragonfly.
HERO !! wooohoos
actually its more funny than scary when we saw that.
everyone were screaming and hopping from their sits!!
the class were totally CHAOtic !!
LUCYFIY STEADY ARH ~ my SUPERBAND
.
' you will found out the truth in no time '
ii don't wish that would happen too.

2006-08-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow might be the last day for our perfect sitting arrengment.
i just LOVE sitting with mega charlotte kushank karyee and karimah.
now i'm hopping that i dont get to sit with anyone on that list of secret names.
hahas. its confidential~ * x))
xinyi sop and xintze when t.m after school today,
sop is being accused of stealing HAIRBEND!!
how can that be larh.?? sophia chng?? NO!!
i can guarentee it!! so that dumb salesgirl check her bag
and found NOTHING. asshole right?
nothing better to do arh?
so this is a lesson to those adult shopkeepers:
- not all students who enters your shop want to steal !!
- stop using that bias attitude when you stare at students
aren't you are students before?
DUMBIES boooo~~
GO TO HELL larh !

2006-07-31T21:30:00.000-07:00

i know my post are kindda of boring.
SO just stay away if you are being BORED!
why waste your valuable time here reading rubbish?
ok back from clearing some facts. x))
had a great fun day with miss TAN XINYI !!
YOUR jokes and action just RAWKs~
thanks for all those laughters you've brought up to me.
ALL THE BEST to 3e2 debaters for tml!! ' gordan mega currymah '
x)

2006-07-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

spend my two precious weekends at home doing casco
and redo-ing the mid-year paper. hoping that i would get a C6/5
for my emaths common test this time round. =D
i HATE getting a ' D E F ' grade larh. yucks
i'm tied of studying every weekends. i wanna go OUT !
and most importantly, i'm waiting for our 10th augs
woohoos CHEERs! excited girls? hahas

2006-07-27T22:10:00.001-07:00

todays is 3e2's crocodile day !!
it has been created within
ms Ng's 9 wonderful periods. !!
CHEERs~ hahas.
i'm lazy to update all the details.
cause marjority of my brain cells just died
while i'm studying my bio and doing the 10`series. . .
=D

- the crocodile class RAWKs -

2006-07-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

well today me mega and charlotte were on SILENT MODE!
its kindda fun at the being. but soon we starts to get BORED
without talking. at least we kept quite for 1 HOUR and
thats counted a great job done by charlotte. wahahas =D
true enough?? hahas
ok ok now gotto start my bio revision ready.
takkair amelai ~

- silent is golden -

2006-07-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

Matrices Matrices ... Mole Mole ~
as per normal we have our comman test.
its Chemistry !! - calculation of moleS =D
all of us were damm chaotic during the break
we were all screaming and shouting
about those idotic mole formulae!!
by then MOLE is the only thing we communicating with.
creative?? hahas but for that Chem paper,
i only manage to do the calculations while the rest were
BLANK~ !! x) for a-maths we started a new chapters
' Matrices ' this topic requires concentration and alertness.
so i when mad while solving some Qs. xP
` you cant afford to make any mistake men !!
its just like playing any monster game once you loss
a life you will be DEAD. anyway its challenging and fun.

- being in a world of numbers? -

2006-07-23T14:10:00.000-07:00

3e2 '06 Rocks
notice that ms ng not in the class picture?
hahas so miss mole is drawn to replace her !
3e2 unity ` the chaotic ones <<3

2006-07-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

the fun week is over ~
judgement for the class deco 's , racial harmony food

carnival and lastly the interclass soccer match is over. i have

no comments on the class deco, sorry to those who are angry

with me this morning. well 3e2 is the first class
to finish selling everything! but actually we didn't earn much profit. x'(
after all the event for RHD. hcf when Vjc for a science carnival.

its such a difficult chance for us to enter that particular Jc

with our cut-off points so we are quite fortunate to be there.

BUT i fell down at the staircase. * luckily not slide down/
roll down the stairs!! * we rushed back school once again to

support our boys who were taking part in the interclass soccer match.

even with just 9 boys, they still participate in the game! sadly

to say that they loss the match. but overall the spirit is there right?

don't be discourage- aku boleh !!
WELL DONE 3e2 BOYS * in the match * your did a wonderful job. =D
todays is the 21st of the month again, just like

everything else '' its over ''. hope your could understand that

everyone have their own moody periods. lastly HE is over too.

- mood are uncontrolable. -

2006-07-20T21:50:00.000-07:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY !!
we will be going school early tomorrow to touch up all the
chalk masterpiece and decorations in 3e2 ! woohoos
even if we dosen't win the class decoration among all the sec3
express its still alright because every idea of the deco is ALL from
3e2 thats the original. ' TACYPOC ' !! bleah lao ya arh ~
the efforts put in is already worth it. so what if you guys are trying to
protect all those things? all you are thinking is that we will damage it?
dream on! 3e2 has sportmenship!! =D
hope everything goes well and organise tommorow.
PLEASE REMEMBER TO MAKE YOUR WAY TO 3E2 STALL !!
WE ARE SELLINGS LOADS OF THINGS !!
COME COME COME ~ =D

- lack of creative -

2006-07-19T20:00:00.000-07:00

3e2 WELL DONE !!
we won the sec three debate !!
all thanks to gordan faezah and karimah !!
WOOOHOO~ so damm happy. the class members who were
at the library were ALL jumping and screaming around !
first time i have the opportunity to scream in the library seh. =D
during the debate i was damm frustrated as our opponent talk in a
improper manner and their action is too OVER !
well overall 3e2 won !! thats the greatest news yeah?
i really hope that every thing goes well on friday >.<

- a lesson to be learned -

2006-07-17T21:45:00.000-07:00

ii enjoyed todays recess toilet break!
ok some maybe wondering whats happening... right??
hahas as per normal hcf when toilet during recess.
and we were the last group left in the loo
* together with some malays girls *
so melia xinyi and sophia were wating for the first two cubics.
but it took a long time for the two person to stay in there.
so we started all the funny tricks to let them came out.
but it fails ~ we try peeping underneath to see whether there
is some one in there. the two of them have the weird way of standing position !
* those of them in the loo should understand what i mean * =D
after trying all sorts of trick they still dare not come out.
so lastly ... we really went out the toilet and the lights were off too.
but karyee and chris wanted me to close the toilet door so they dares to leave.
when i'm about to pull the door ..... BOOOO!!!
i shouted,cause i saw a lady walking out and staring at me!
wahahahas its a normal reaction right?
so i scream in horror and run off immediately. but i think i hurt my waist.
hahas x) i'm not the only screaming. chris too !!
in the end its actually a sec3 techincal girl. phew~
but there is still one more girl in the cubic !!
out of curiosity, we climb up the loo and check who is it.
you won't know whether she is fainted or what right?
so its alright to climb up yeah?
AND its still a sec3 techincal girl too. after some time we left the toilet as she
is too pai seh to come out. overall its thrilling right girls?? hahas

2006-07-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

was chatting with johan just now.
so as we talk, we rank up all the past.
but what i could think off is the silly things we did.
example chalet 'gugu' etc. hahas
it has been around 7 months since we last met.
so fast rite? hcf chalet date reaching soon!
hopefully nothing bad will happen once again!

- i miss it -

2006-07-16T01:09:00.000-07:00

spending the whole day at chris house preparing the
cornflakes for Racial Harmony Day.
but we only start work at 4/5 plus. after chris volin lesson.
so first we went popular to buy the packaging.
then to Red Man for the chocolate and 'mai ya tang'.
together wif melia, we sat at the voideck waiting for xintze sophia and chris.
went up to chris house after everyone arrived.
we split up the work. so ii was trying to cut the chocolate into smaller pieces
den we boil the chocolate for it to melt.
others were preapring the cornflakes. soon xinyi came and join us.
as she was suffering from tummy ache. but she still manage to join us in the fun.
the process was quite fun and clumsy. hahas x)
we sang all sorts of song, dancing in all kind of pattern. * amelia tan *
eu shl noe wad ii mean rah ~
chocolate aren't enough at the end. but with the help of melia and chris.
tings are settled. * CLAP CLAP * thanks girls.
lastly we pack them into nicer packages. it was everyones's hard work in the end
of the day. well done girls. =D

- women aren't strong -

2006-07-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

ii'm going to hab bad mood soon,

every ting seems so irritating.

and ii cant control my temper anymore.

haix. wad happen??

2006-07-11T20:30:00.000-07:00

now habing a weird and terrible feeling.

kindda sad feeling larh.

wonder wad ii'm trying to tink off.

hahas.

maybe its that.

so silly arh me.

still tinking abt that again.

wth

but that shl be a normal reaction barh.

there will be a time when we are alone,

so the process of tinking comes.

thats the reasons.

dun worry ii'm recover-ed

2006-07-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

took bus 72 home after tution.

so theres a bastard who sits beside me.

he was toking to his frends

but its as if he is toking to ALL the ppl

in the bus.

wth damm action neh.

starting of the conversation he was

criticizing about one of his frend ii suppose.

tis bastard look mature but its only 16.

hahas.

soon after 10mins or so,

he start to tok abt all his EX-stead.

mentioning how he cheated those girls feelings

asking them to do those kissing stuff.

if eu were me sitting down dere

wanting to slp but juz cant concentrate coz of him.

eu will feel my anger.

not only tis tt make my so piss off.

one of his frend said smthing BEST!

he said: before the relationship

tis bastard mouth were fill wif swit toks

and after they break

he started to suan all the ex-s

WTH !!

ii cant belive my ears

hey he is not a guy at all men!

blame the girls ?

GO TO HELL !!

most ridiculous words is that he say those girls

are not suitable for HIM.

walao if not suitable shl not even START.

so now agree that ii name him BASTARD?

arrrrggg !!

ROAR

2006-07-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

gotto continue my weekdays routine

after ii woke up tml.

so intresting rah~

well so glad that tml ii'm habing my

common test!

haiyo why everyting seems so boring neh?

still hab tution tml after CM.

den will reach home late again.

wonder why dere isn't snow in s'pore

at least we can throw snowballs at each other.

okok hab to slp liao.

HURRAY !

ii'm going sch tml !!

* must tink positively *

2006-07-08T17:50:00.000-07:00

chemistry chemistry ~~

oh gosh

ii'm gonna fail my chem pratical again.

wth ii cant calculate !

wad ms wee teach is much more easiler

den e pratical.

wad happen again??

all non sense arh.

solution not even enough

make me so panic.

so in the end ii juz sub e no

in to e formulae

any do it lyk no one business.

hahas.

thats the only way men.

after e tense pratical we went t.m to

- hab our lunch

- met someone special.

- walk around

- went to the open area

- turn out playing lyk mad idoits

- went home.

thats how we spend our friday.

wonderful?

2006-07-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

ii hab been paying my fullest attention for all e sub 2day.

coz ii nv doze off half way through the lesson.

no bad rite..??

hahas

well today we hab our bio pratical.

quite scary ehh`

coz cannt tok and anyhow peep at others.

normally we will be toking rubbish during

the pratical and its pair work,

so now its a independent work.

thats why not really used to it.

wahahas.

pika-poo ~

ii hab found out that eu are

here reading my recent post !

hahas.

why never leave a lil message for tis

cute lil student?

okk larh hope eu can enjoy urself here.

ii will appreciate if eu can leave a lil note

for miie!!

CHEERs ``

2006-07-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

this blog gonna rot soon.

coz i hab nothing much to update nowadays.

but yesterday we when bugis collect

my shoe.

hahas.

its a cute lil shoe,

but too bad it dosen't look nice on me.

coz it seems to be abit small.

hahas nvm ii'm gonna make another

design soon.

well ii tink ii better stop coz

really hab nth to mention.

takkair peeps <<3

HAPPY YOUTH DAY !!

2006-06-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS PERSON I HAB EVER SEEN!

YOU'RE BASTARD. LIAR . ACTION GIA .

CHILDISH .

OVERALL YOU JUST SUCKS!

I HATE YOU!

2006-06-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

today is e 3rd day after school reopen.

luckily every ting is still fine.

hahas.

miss yong is back to 3e2 !!

to ans seriously.

the way she teach us is better den mr tan.

but she is going at a turtle speed.

ii dun mind actually,

coz we can get the hook of it.

our class is so concentreated now wif

e seriousness during a-maths lesson.

half a month is aready gone.

isn't it fast?

ii tink so coz our EOY exam cuming.

wonder ii can get through tis exam nort.

*smile

2006-06-25T04:55:00.000-07:00

well now is 0448 am.

wahahas

so now ii'll make my last late post.

coz gonna turn in early tml nite ready.

x'(

wanna thnx habbo msn youtube

xinyi and others fellow frends

on msn

for accompanying miie tis june holidays nites.

CHEER's

wadda hell am ii trying to rubbish abt.

hahas.

as if ii'm receiving any prices.

ok larh. gonna study hard ready!

HOLIDAY OVER ~

boooooooh